Feeling blue so of course faux blue meth rock candy is the first thing that comes to mind.

Not much has been happening with new shoots. 12th Grader Ashley is joining the military which I’m pretty sure means we won’t be seeing any more modeling work from her. That plus my GF decided that she hates her (even though they’ve never met) so this is probably a good move relationship-wise. Not only is there a massive social stigma to shooting hardcore pornography — it’s also massively difficult to maintain a relationship with someone who isn’t a part of it. Still, I love the process of coming up with a concept, putting together the set, finding the right model, shooting the scene and finally editing it all together. In my mind I feel creatively gratified but it’s been a while. I’ve been so ridiculously busy designing for the day job that I haven’t had any time to do anything within the Bionic Intelligence universe for months. Business creative gratification: 1. Erotic creative gratification: 0.

At least I get to see some kick ass creative output from my acquaintances here in the Midwest! Okay, I feel better. I think.